Wassup Ardachoke?

hmmm i think i’m done with tumblr XD

-aiming for that B in math class but its hard when your teacher takes off 5 points when you forget 1 negative sign

- trying to get that A in nutrition but scared when your 2 exams is worth 80%

- trying to re-enroll myself to UC Davis

- many questions unanswered since the counselor responds to each email 1 month later

- Loan letters saying i owe them a big amount of money

- Financial aid probation

- family members refusing to help out around the house thus leaving me to do it

- only able to see the one i care about once a week or every other week, even though we live in the same city

- waking up at 6am

I am stressed

What causes tears?
Some may say that pain causes tears.
But can someone define pain that causes these tears?
Is it pain you get from hurting yourself or someone hurting you?
If so, then can you also define hurt?
Is being hurt an emotional,physical, mental illness,feeling or dilemma that causes one to cry these tears?

What causes tears?

Is it the pain you get when you lose someone special or important?
The pain you get from knowing your end or even the fear of death?
The pain you get from a physical or mental injury?
The pain you get when you are betrayed, back-stabbed, rejected by a close friend, family or partner?
The pain from knowing the truth, instead of dying in a world of lies?

How about those who cry that has no reason for the cause of their tears?
Is there pain? Are they hurt? Why cry?

So tell me, can you define the words pain, hurt, feelings, lies, truth, death, injury, betrayed, rejection or reason that causes one to cry these tears?

What causes tears?

- A.S.

Hey All,

So i havent updated recently so i’m going to do that now since…i’m bored lol. So nothing is new really since my last entry. I’ve been learning how to cook alot of new dishes (i guess to prepare to be living on my own and actually cooking XP) So i found out that i am able to go back to davis fall quarter; however, i’m deciding not to. I will be going back winter quarter and catching up on classes (or get my hard classes out of the way) at city. So yea, this summer, taking 2 classes at UC Berkeley and an english class at berkeley city. Going to be a very busy summer.

Well thats about it really. Till next time!

- Ardachoke

Hey Guys,

Well its been officially one week since the sad and unfortunate leave. Life is pretty ok so far I guess. My family is being 100% supportive and know what I’m going through. I haven’t really done much since Davis but being somehow productive. I’m trying to get all my school stuff together and making sure I’m on top of stuff. What i hate though is that when you have multiple questions and when you call the school, you end up yelling at a machine telling you to push some kind of number that just takes you right back to the beginning. -_-. Because of this, it result in traveling across the bay bridge and back multiple times. Really, i can do so much since my dean meeting is not until the 19th, so basically I’m sitting in the dark.

Other than summer school, i have no idea what I will be doing for the next 3 months. I guess i can touch up my badminton skills or read or study (like that will happen). XD But really though, I need to stop whatever I’m doing wrong and get myself back on a straight path.

So recently I found my mom being more religious, superstitious or whatever. She has been calling this fortune teller for my fortune and its super creepy and accurate. Supposedly I’m going to be in a car accident soon soo..knock on wood lol. Also, she made me go to a Thai temple to pray and get my fortune told there which is exactly the same as what the fortune teller said and predicted. (creepy) Yesterday, i got my palm read and yea you can probably guess the rest. I guess its just not my year and so far things are not good. I try not to believe in such stuff but come on! they are pretty accurate. o.o 

All in all, I’ve been doing good. Just a lot of stress and that I’m constantly worried and more and more things creates bumps in my path. I should probably relax more since all this stress is not really helping my health. However, I’m staying positive. I’m not ready to give up yet, going to fight my way through till the end or till i have no choice but to give.

Well, I’m hoping everyone is doing well and studying hard. Missing you guys back Davis! 

scaredofmelons:

ardas415:

Title says it all. If you read my last post, you can see the reason why. So yep, leaving this Saturday. Sad? Depressed? Man…WAY pass that. Stuck in a corner in the dark? why yes, yes i am.

YOU WILL BE BACK SOON ENOUGH! <3

Thanks Betty :) I really hope so

Title says it all. If you read my last post, you can see the reason why. So yep, leaving this Saturday. Sad? Depressed? Man…WAY pass that. Stuck in a corner in the dark? why yes, yes i am.